Tuesday, November 21, 2006
crippled
currently at home doing nothing and having nothing to do. why? no idea. if only i could work everyday and be home late everyday. if i'm working today i would be down at my store right now thinking of nothing but just work and have fun with everyone. even customers. and THINK OF THE MONEY THAT I'LL GET! haha
fit's off with her fellow friends down to MOS for some event or smth. $20 bucks just to get in? waste of money if you ask me. i'd rather use the money to go to some nice place to eat or smth. or go starbucks and chill there with shida and steve. or i could use the money to play pool with my poly mates. what's with paying $20 bucks just to get in and dance around? haha. cant blame their age.
she wont be back from that place till tmr, and tmr she still has a class chalet. so she wont be back that night. and surprise surprise she didnt bring charger. haha. looks like i'll just to find someone else for the time being to waste my time away. i need to get a life don't i? i feel so wasted for wasting all the time i could spend on my poly mates and the rest on her. i mean, why? its not that she's the world to me or anything. dont get me wrong. i'm only 17. you kids who think that their boyfriend/girlfriend is your world is kinda deluded, especially when the two of you ended up in seperate ways after a few months. im not referring to all anyway. some really is their world. ended up getting married after a 2-10 years down the road.
i guess im gonna go off playing my guitar or finding something to do to clear my mind off things. not that there's much for me to do anyway. cheerios to all =) what a night to enjoy
and this is where i end
7:51 PM