Saturday, September 23, 2006
amazing
ever wondered how such small matters can be such a big deal to people? i mean, okay i'm the one who was joking around and fitri got insulted for no reason. and now what? 10 people got involved in this? haha. how nosey people can get.
i've been reading on those tag boards that you people use as a form of communication. yes there is nothing wrong with that. but fighting using tagboards? haha. well, not talking about anyone in particular. so, if you think its you, it might not be. unless its guilt that got the better of you.
i guess this matters are better solved as soon as possible without the need of fights, even when it started as that. why bother fighting when nothing is done to make it stop? trouble and more trouble is all that you guys are doing. well, pardon me for saying this, but if i were to give advice to someone who's angry at the moment, i'll expect an angry answer. for me, i've learnt that you need lots of water to put out a big fire. one tiny drop wont do a thing.
and on the point of insulting people. yes i do that too and sometimes i cross the lines. but i dont go around getting back at people who didnt insult me in the first place. if they do nothing, why should i bother with them? and how nosey people can get. i mean, if this fight have nothing to do with you, why bother butting in? unless your butt is big, but still, no reason to do so.
haha. well, i have been wondering to myself about being cool. i mean, being cool is important? haha. if you're cool, so what? want someone to tell you that you're cool? two things that i can infer from that.
1. you have no self confidence and need someone to tell you what you are.
2. you're cool on your own.
whatever it is, being cool is not important. at least not to me. some would go for fame and fortune, thanks but i'd rather be myself. and tell me. is being really sad/ depressed about stuffs that no one knew about is emo? if it is, then where is the freedom of being sad when all you get from it are insults from people saying that you're trying to be emo? and the best thing is, the insults come from someone that barely knows you.
well then. this past few days have been nothing but a drama. and nosey people got involved when they have nothing to do with it. if this post, or any previous ones hurt you in any way, seriously im sorry but i just need an outlet for all these so you guys know what you are doing. not to sound matured in any way. its just that i took some time off to think rather than opening my mouth saying things without solving it, but only to make it worse. i wont say that im matured cos i know maturity isnt something that is self-proclaimed.
yes i know that all you guy's intentions are good, but the world does not belong to you. fights like this happen when two worlds disagree with each other. but the irony is that both are achieving for the same thing. the only problem is that the ways of achieving it is different. sometimes the world wont go like how you want it to be.
i wouldn't want to say more. and like i said, if i did hurt anyone's feelings, do feel free to tag my board and tell me. insults are welcome, only if you know what you're talking about and you know me that well to insult.
cheerios to all